It hurts when u get bitten on ur back, it hurts more when the ones u care bites u, and it hurts most when it is not one...but two.....on the same spot...everything i do seem to be wrong, when i was told to do the things asked, i was wrong for not doing the thing not asked, and got scolded badly. when i got comfort, i return it with care, and that care become something unpleasent. i am wrong again. so what is the point am i doing those stuff? i dont even know... I am really tired. it really hurts....but the ones i care most didnt notice it....

Past present future

Among future present and past...which do you think is more important? some might say future some might say past...some even say all of them...well...to me...all of them are important, past is what makes your present, and what you do in present affect your future... but if you continue to tell yourself... that a negative future is coming soon, the it will....

when a people is over concern about their future, they lose sight of what is in front and what is behind, some even lose control of themselves. yet, they don't remember that what leads to that future is the past and what they doing now.

for example, if you eat a lot of fatty foots, and you think you are going to die of heart attack soon...

and if you continue to think you are going to die, you will. instead, try thinking why you think you will die, or why you will get heart diesese the first place, and think what you have to do, and you can change the future. some people say it is too late, nothing can be done, well...nothing is too late, even if you cant change the fact that you are dying you still can change the " you are dying soon" into "you are dying later".

i hope the person intented to read this..read this XD don't forever worry about the future...because the future is controlled by your present and your past, and last word for you is...try to improve yourselve, to avoid the negative future

他和她

爱一个人，是为了拥有他吗?

对我来讲爱是两个人的事，

别人怎么说都无所谓，

只要她开心，我什么都可以。

朋友，跟情人不一样，

有共同点才会变成朋友，

认识久了有可能会变好朋友，

有可能的话，也许会变情人呢。

我有个朋友，他人格很好，很多人都喜欢他，想和他做朋友。而他的朋友当中有位女孩，认识不久就变情人了，可是见在不懂分了多少次，终于真真的分了。对，不用问，一定是那男的错。还错得很够力tim 。(我华语不好, >.< 不要笑我 :P)。那男的，虽然错，还很对不起她，但是当在一起时他根本没对不起她，也没想过要伤害她。最后，他已不爱她了，应为这样他才会跟她分手。

分手后，那男的希望能和她做回朋友。那女的就希望能和他从头在来过。不久后，那男的喜欢上另一位女孩(女生b)，他就想要追她，当那男的前女友(女生a)知道了，就搞了很多事，来prevent那男的追女生b。最后搞到了女生b ，那男的就觉的不能在追那女生b了。那天起那男的就很讨厌女生 a ，不想再和她做朋友，可是有可能那男的做错过，所以还有和女生a 联络，只是态度变了。然后，那男的从网上认识了一位女生(女生 c)，不久，就变了好朋友。然后呢，女生a也开始和女生c联络说了很多不应该说的事，也 打扰到那女生 c。

之后，所发生的事，我不说了。最后我希望女生a，好好的生活，不要弄伤自己了，也不要伤害别人了。

A flower and a field of grass

on a peaceful plains, there is grass

among the grass there is a flower,

the common grass is surrounded by its companions

and the rare flower is surrounded by the grasses,

standing tall the flower protected by many grass,

wind blows the flower and the grasses protect it.

but a particular grass protect the flower by entangle its roots with the flower roots,

and cover the flower's body with its own.

and wind continues to blow, and time continues to pass..

the particular grass's grasp started to weakened.. its body start to break,and the roots start to dry up...

but it continue to hold tight on the flower as it scare it will lose it,

as it looks down the grass sees many strong grasses down there waiting a chance to protect the flower...

and the particular grass looks up to the sky that haven't showered it for days...

continue to cover the flower the grass did

think again it didn't

just continued to hold on...

till the day when the flower doesn't need its again...

Last Heart(really last le this time :P)

fuu...tired si me...whole day tired si me...8.30-5.50 den go pasar malam eat pan mee etc...fuuhh so full+tired...i read your blog... i really feel happy...and i knew my feeling was right....previously when i with my ex...i went vacation without her...i will feel miss her and unhappy...but...few days ago when i was at sg...i not only miss you and wished you were here, i also felt you miss me and wished i was there with you too...the feeling is very complicated, lonely but happy, sad but "exciting"(duno how to express that feeling). baby you always compared yourself to my ex...i will tell you and everyone here....GLADY QUEK JIEN YUEN IS 100 TIMES BETTER THEN MY EX!!!! SHE IS THE BEST!!!!(well for me la..for otr guys i duno bout them =.=)

baby...u ask me...will i scare you leave me...

actually i will...every time u say T or u say K or J(hate most btw) i also feel very uneasy...but...i duno wad i can do....complain and i sked you angry me, scold you? where she de scold oh...say to you? you dun believe also>.<...so...i decided write here lo...i really hurt...when u say their names or hang out with them...

finally....ofcourse i wan to say baby i love you~~my only last heart is for you and you only

Back to kl

Long time bo post edi...now post agn hohoho


went somewhere far far away few days ago and came back ytd....everything i did there i miss you but cant sms you...but i am sure that is the same for you too :) because i can feel you are missing me too <3
at there the hotel wasn't finish and i think of when it finish can i come with you?
when i was eating crab and meehon i think of do you need me peel it for you?
when at the toy fair i saw the "toy" you like...and i think should i buy for you...
when looking at houses i think will you like this house or that house?
and when i sleep...i hope...that when i wake up the first person i see is you...
baby i know u are reading this...and i know u are laughing :)
dont laugh 1st read this carefully
BABY QUEK JIEN YUEN I LOVE YOU~~~~~AND I AM BACK!

lazy

mid term attacks again, everyone is working hard to get a decent result, beside me :p

here blogging, slacking, lazying, doing nothing....lool tomorrow is the 1st exam Intro to Business. wish everyone good luck in the exam :)

lol now i even lazy to type anymore stuff...=.=

good luck in mid terms! bye